Training attendance sux like hell. Why do i have to attend very training without fail? Am i being committed or is it jus a habit or watever ... i oso dont knw. Maybe its time for me to take a break after IVP to find out what i really want from the sport. 

The name will still make my heart skip a beat. 

Some how looking back i found out that actually i were way too pampered. Just a little too pampered. Or mayb i am just lucky?